I [F] went to my first sex party on New Year’s Eve!

I’ve been getting a ton of messages about how the party went on NYE, so I decided just to post it here. Fair warning, I actually wrote this to a friend so it’s a bit disconnected and stream of conscious! Sorry for all the “hahas” and “lols” that’s just how I chat!

Kevin is my fwb’s name btw

Okay so it wasn’t as fun as I had hyped it up to me in my head haha. Like it was still fun though! But it seemed like everyone already kind of knew each other and they were really clique-y. And even though I’m sexually adventurous, I’m an introvert in my personal life and I definitely was feeling that last night. Most of the night was Kevin and I fucking around, but we did swap with another couple in their 40s-ish! Both the husband and wife were very dominant with me! But then I kind of fucked it up because they offered us some coke and we werent supposed to bring any drugs. Kevin knows I’ve done a bit of hard drugs, but I said yes and then he got weirded out by that and wasnt too happy about it so then it made it kind of awkward and I feel like I kind of fucked that up.