[27M] Went on my first cruise last month, met a woman [37F] that made me question how I view sex, as a topic and activity. [MF]

To preface, I posted this story on another sub two months ago. Someone suggested I post it here as well, Hope you enjoy! the original post is here: [https://www.reddit.com/r/sexstories/comments/u5ecdf/27m_went_on_my_first_cruise_last_month_met_a/](https://www.reddit.com/r/sexstories/comments/u5ecdf/27m_went_on_my_first_cruise_last_month_met_a/) for context on any unanswered questions you may have. If you still have any, I’ll answer them here too.

This is my first time telling a story. Be easy on me, lol. It’s a little long as well, sorry if that’s not your thing.

A few details before starting, I am getting out of a stressful ,DB marriage situation (It was mutual.) our divorce finalized 3 weeks before the cruise. we hadn’t had sex in over a year. I’d forgotten what a woman could do to me and I began thinking I might not find women sexually attractive due to the negative connotations that my now ex-wife had created on behalf of women in my head. Of course, this is a terrible train of thought. I was NOT in a good headspace. (I’m fine now, but if you find yourself in a similar situation, PLEASE do yourself a favor and talk to someone. if not a therapist, I’ve found complete strangers give pretty good, unbiased opinions.) :)