[F] the walk of shame

I don’t know about guys… but as a girl the walk of shame happen often , a walk where I am full of regret and shame for what I did or let happen …

Sometimes it’s in the morning because last night I got too drunk and sad and hooked up with a guy that was ugly or fat just cause I was feeling sad, and he used me all night and in the morning , and just end up feeling disgusting and embarrassed while walking back home .

There’s also the walk of shame at night where I hook up with a hot guy , a guy that was out of my league , I guess he was feeling unlucky that night and ended up with me , cause he made it obvious that he didn’t find me so hot he just wanted sex and i end up bent over with him, getting used and fucked with no respect and then kicked when he’s done so I have to walk home after just getting used and having him inside me being shameful and feeling stupid that I let him treat me that way just cause he was hot in my eyes.

[F] I used to be a simp girl for a very hot guy without realizing it ..

I’m not going into details … but I was still in freshman college .. and usually girls would get a lot of attention when it’s their first year in college ; but I didn’t because there was tons of better girls out there and I looked kinda manly … so I was a bit desperate for it, and I would try and chat with the guys online and get a connection because when I’m with them in real life there’s better girls around so online was just easier ..

I would usually just chat and so on , but like I would try to open up chats with even hot guys which I would usually get my requests ignored . Other than that 1 guy, he was a hottie . Very attractive, we spoke for a while but it turned very sexual quickly, I am usually very skeptical when it comes to online fun but he was very hot and I knew him so I was like okay.. but he wanted to chat with me on his onlyffans. Yes he had an account there and in order to talk there I had to make an account and subscribe to him. And I’m ashamed to admit it, but I did do it.. only because I didn’t wanna lose the only hot person who talked to me .. again I was desperate and dumb back then .

[F] I get mistaken for being a femboy quite often.. and I ended up RPing as one because the guy was so hot …

So this story will make me look very desperate and with no self respect … I guess I was desperate, but I had self respect but when it’s a hot guy you are really attracted to , sometimes we just forget our standards and realize once we are left alone… I’m also not looking for pity, I’m just sharing my past because its quite a funny story from an outside view and please don’t ask for my photos.

I’m a girl , I’m quite slim but I’m not anorexic. But I have a very small breasts … like I get told that I just have a teen boy body …

Which I wasn’t happy with it but I was okay.. like it didn’t affect me much … I wasn’t a girl that the boys would desire or try to date .

Then I went to college and started going out more and going to parties often with some girls and so.. but I wasnt the girl that the guys tried to dance with or tried to hook up with .. compared to my other friends where they would usually hook up with a guy or end up home with them and get hit on a lot and just have all those stories ..