My first sexual experience with a man happened relatively recently, over the holidays. I gave full details about it a couple of months ago in my [first posts to this sub](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/3zxoal/got_fucked_for_the_first_time_over_the_holidays/). I took a long time building up to it, but reached a point where I knew I had to take the plunge and just hook up with a guy. It was an amazing night, and I saw him twice afterward, but he was married. Things got complicated, and he decided to break it off with me.
Back then, I was in full girl-mode around my house and with close friends, but for the most part, my public appearance was more genderqueer. Recently, I’ve become a lot more confident and am now a full-time girl. This wasn’t as big of a leap as it probably sounds–everyone in my life has known, for a couple of years, that I’ve been in the process of transition. I was just more comfortable experimenting privately with my look before going fully public. Still, the reactions have been interesting, with some friends being more accepting than others.