I don’t know if this is really a story or a confession what but I thought I would share it with you. We were both 19 years old and college had not even started. We partied one summer night and got a little drunk. I stayed at his place and he had just moved into his apartment so all he had was a bed. No couch or extra matress or anything. Well we were both laying in the bed trying to go to sleep when we got to talking about girls and who we had sex with etc. and then he asked if I ever played Truth or Dare. I said yeah sure. He asked if I wanted to play it. I was horny and turned on and for whatever reason I got even more turned on when he asked me to play. So I said yeah. It started off harmless with some truth questions and little dares but then he dared me to put my hand on his cock on the outside of his boxers. I got so turned on and rock hard the moment he said it and all I said was okay. A little while later we both tried licking each others cock and then I think we got nervous and he went to the bathroom to jerk off and I jerked off right there in bed. And that was it that night. But after that we were always finding ways for me to stay the night and each night we would play truth or dare and eventually that led to me not wanting him to suck me or anything. All I wanted was his cock. He had a fat cock and it turned me on thinking about it. For the rest of that summer I was his fuck toy. I blew him any and everywhere. He fucked me like crazy. It was great. But I had always been attracted to women and eventually we went our separate ways and I got married to a woman. He was my only experience with a guy. But for someone reason now I contstantly crave cock. I need cock all the time. My wife does not know about this. She would not be happy if she found out. All I do is try to find guys to come fuck me when my wife leaves for work. I just need to suck cock. I don’t know why. I don’t want to have sex with my wife I just want some guy to come shove my face in the pillow and give me a fat cock. I feel bad because I love my wife and I want to be with her forever but I also just want some cock. And I can’t get enough of it. Thats it.