If anyone has read my other posts, I have treacher colin’s syndrome which has doomed me to a life of rejection. I made a few posts about my previous rejections and denials. It’s not so much the rejections but seeing the woman who rejected me playing with another guy. It used to hurt me, but it became a fetish.
The past year I been trying to find a woman who enjoys denying me and would tease me, make me jealous with other men. Even offering money, I had some success. I had one chick agree to pick me up from work, go out for coffee and then we’d go to another guys house who I previously found on a dating app who agreed to this. Then we went to his place and she made out with him and they fucked right infront of me. Was hott but not mind blowing, I think cause I didnt get to build a bond with her and was just too fast.
A few months ago I met a very attractive Indian woman who wasn’t even into this fetish. She told me she primarily liked white guys. I have a huge thing for ethnic/Indian women so I was really excited about the thought of seeing her with other men but she wasn’t into that.