Author: sunshinesnorth

How I [F]ound out peeing my pants turns me on.

I’ve never told anyone this but peeing in my clothes turns me on. I know it is gross but the sensation of hot liquid running over my skin mixed with the shame I did something wrong really does it for me. I’m not sure why shame turns me on so much. The only thing I can come up with is , shame=bad, bad=naughty, naughty=sexy. As far as feeling shame about peeing myself, I think it comes from my Dad. He use to yell at me when I tried to hold it too long on road trips and peed myself.

I discovered this kink when I was at my Grandparents house for a few weeks. They live in a very small town in the middle of nowhere surrounded by cornfields. Their house has a unique layout where the downstairs is a guest suite and the upstairs leads to the main house. As a kid I was always parnoid a zombie would come out of the cornfield in the middle of the night and get me so that room always spooked me. Read more »

My (18f) first time with an older guy (23m) after work. [FM]

This took place last spring my senior year of highschool when I was 18. I was working as a hostess, I really needed more money for school, but I was also hoping I could step out of my shell a bit more…that’s when Covid hit. It wasn’t long until quarantines started and the restaurant stopped allowing customers inside. The owner turned the restaurant into to-go orders only but thank God, he was a good guy and cared about his employees. From the very start he was adamant that he wouldn’t fire anyone and that we were all essential to him. The only major change for me was that we closed a few hours earlier and I was now running food out to cars as well as helping with the phone orders instead of seating the restaurant. Unfortunately, the new schedule was tricky for me, I relied on my Dad to take me to work before his evening shifts and my mom to pick me up when she got off work. Mom is a nurse and wasn’t able to get off any earlier to accommodate my new schedule so I started having to wait a few hours for her to pick me up. There was a Starbucks close by that I would walk to and wait for her, it was inconvenient and more than a little lonely, but not the worst thing to have to do. Read more »

My first time with an older guy [Str8] [FM] [Coworker]

This took place last spring my senior year of highschool when I was still just 18. I was working as a hostess, I really needed more money for school, but I was also hoping I could step out of my shell a bit more…that’s when Covid hit. It wasn’t long until quarantines started and the restaurant stopped allowing customers inside. The owner turned the restaurant into to-go orders only but thank God, he was a good guy and cared about his employees. From the very start he was adamant that he wouldn’t fire anyone and that we were all essential to him. The only major change for me was that we closed a few hours earlier and I was now running food out to cars as well as helping with the phone orders instead of seating the restaurant. Unfortunately, the new schedule was tricky for me, I relied on my Dad to take me to work before his evening shifts and my mom to pick me up when she got off work. Mom is a nurse and wasn’t able to get off any earlier to accommodate my new schedule so I started having to wait a few hours for her to pick me up. There was a Starbucks close by that I would walk to and wait for her, it was inconvenient and more than a little lonely, but not the worst thing to have to do. Read more »

Takeout sex: My first time with an older man [FM]

This took place last spring my senior year of highschool when I was still just 18. I was working as a hostess, I really needed more money for school, but I was also hoping I could step out of my shell a bit more…that’s when Covid hit. It wasn’t long until quarantines started and the restaurant stopped allowing customers inside. The owner turned the restaurant into to-go orders only but thank God, he was a good guy and cared about his employees. From the very start he was adamant that he wouldn’t fire anyone and that we were all essential to him. The only major change for me was that we closed a few hours earlier and I was now running food out to cars as well as helping with the phone orders instead of seating the restaurant. Unfortunately, the new schedule was tricky for me, I relied on my Dad to take me to work before his evening shifts and my mom to pick me up when she got off work. Mom is a nurse and wasn’t able to get off any earlier to accommodate my new schedule so I started having to wait a few hours for her to pick me up. There was a Starbucks close by that I would walk to and wait for her, it was inconvenient and more than a little lonely, but not the worst thing to have to do. Read more »

Takeout sex with an older man [FM]

Warning graphic sexual descriptions:
I was 18 by the spring of my senior year and working as a hostess at a restaurant. That’s when covid hit and the restaurant stopped allowing customers inside. The owner turned the restaurant into to-go orders only but fortunately,, the owner was adamant that he would not let anyone go during this hard time and said we would all be needed when things returned to normal. The only major change was we closed a few hours earlier and I was now running food out to cars as well as helping with the phone orders instead of seating the restaurant.

The New schedule was a problem for me. I relied on my Dad to take me to work before his evening shifts and my mom to pick me up when she got off work. She is a nurse and wasn’t able to get off any earlier to accommodate my new schedule so I started having to wait a few hours for her to pick me up. There was a starbucks close by that I would walk to and wait for her. Inconvenient but not the worst thing to have to do. Read more »