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I was extremely excited, full of lust, but most of all nervous. There were hormones and chemicals firing off all over my body. I hadn’t felt like this seen I was a teenager. As we walked from the restaurant back to my hotel, all sorts of thoughts ran through my head. ….I want her so badly…this is the real reason you are staying the night out of town….you are doing this to have some no strings attached intimacy…you are protecting your family by doing this….what would Erin think of this….god I really need this…wow, I haven’t been with another women for 20+ years.
As we neared the hotel, that last though lingered. It was an odd realization, I have only been with one women for well over 20 years. I don’t know what I’m doing. Erin and I had a great sex life. We knew how to please one another and we had sex regularly. Well, 1-2 times a week..I think of that as regular (even frequent) in your late thirties and early forties with kids. Now I was about to get it on with someone much younger and in the game.