“Why his smile is so alluring to me? He is my brother now, I should not be thinking like that.” I slammed my head on the pillow in attempt to get some sleep. It has been four months since me and Patrick met, and though I didn’t felt it at first but since we are living together for last 2 months after his mom and my dad got married, I cannot stop myself from getting drawn towards him.
It is wrong, it is so wrong yet why does it feel so right? I thought as yet again I found myself at the threshold of his room. Lately, I have developed an obsession to watch him sleep. I cannot recall when I left my room and opened his door. How long am I staring him like this? He has a tall and lean built with a muscular figure but what attracts me most is his green-grey eyes and those playful lips. Oh, how I wish to kiss them? What? No, no! He is my brother. I turned on my heels an instant and paced as fast as I could without waking anybody to my room only to stop at door again. I thumped my head lightly on the door regretting my thoughts. Being in a girls-only school has kept me quite far away from boys for whole life. I turned 18 this October and never even had a boyfriend. I couldn’t comprehend why I get so weird and nervous when my friends introduced me to their brothers or male-friends. “Creepy Christy” one of them named me, and it stuck for pretty much whole high school.