*The desperation not just to please and serve, but to lower herself, to revel in performing something so denigrating, wanting, needing to shed her dignity and be consumed by the power of her owner, to crawl into the shadow of his looming presence while shrinking herself to nothing, just becoming a frenzied vessel of worship, striving to physically place her face, the part of her body that makes her a unique, valued being, in and under and smothered by the least desirable, least clean, least acceptable part of his body.* — My Master
My Master directed me to explore my mindset, an intelligent woman who is driven to serve, to be His lowly object, a perfect but simple tool, needing to be used, degraded, demeaned, humiliated, and thereby elevated. He said to tell you your reactions to it will be considered in his assessment of my story’s worthiness and my ultimate reward or punishment. So I do hope you enjoy, dear Redditors, but ultimately, of course, his pleasure or displeasure is all that matters to me.
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