Author: stupidMslut

So this is really cool for me I am answering a request that a redditor had to hear about giving my first blow job. Hope this doesn’t disappoint! I’m thirty now so this would be thirteen years ago.
I had been living in a rural southern area that I had just moved to as I was still living with my mom so I ended up wherever she went. Where I was from was a major American city and now I lived outside the city limits of a city with a population below two thousand. I didn’t know many people and I was recently introduced to yahoo messenger and chat as well as computers overall. I was a fast and eager learner. In chat and through yahoo messenger I made several interesting friends as well as met many crazies.
One night I received a message from an unknown name. He was being very forward and saying things I thought to be a joke. About maybe I should try guys because they are less drama. He referenced a line in my profile where I put something about women only being with you until they can upgrade. Yeah…sorry about that I was being an emo kid after a very recent break up. I tend to handle things more adult now. So still thinking some friend I actually knew was fucking with me I said “This must be Richard”. He said “Does Richard get to fuck you”. I was a bit surprised.
Through more messages he proved he wasn’t just fucking with me. He found me in the yahoo date base liked my profile and lived near me. Wow! At first I thought more a long the lines of creeper but after a couple weeks of normal messages and discussions I had a change of mind. He was laid back and open about his intentions but never pressuring. I would ask and he would answer. Most answers had my teenage cock leaking precum begging to explode. Some answers I’d think about all day making my cock hard through out school and work until I could get home to talk to him about it and of course jerk off thinking about it.
At this age in my life I was a cum fountain. I was always horny and always jerking off. I had curious thoughts but I hadn’t dont much with either sex. Still a virgin I had only received a few blow jobs and fingered a few girls. When it came to guys I was only interested in the dick. Not romance or kissing. That to this day turns me off but a nice looking cock will make me beg. The guys in porn always had great looking cocks. Bigger than mine which I know now is average but also sexy the way they trimmed or shaved. As an adult I understand what’s real and normal but before seeing another I thought most looked like porn dicks and I was lacking.
He would message me and really fuel these thoughts in my head. He offered me head if I ever wanted it. That was how we found out I was more submissive. I told him when I thought about head with him I was the one giving. He loved this. He would toy with me. I’d message him and he’d say “so think about sucking any cock today” jokingly. It helped put me at ease with the negative feelings that you get from society about wanting to suck cock and still being a man. I would answer honestly If I had or hadn’t. Then he’d tease about who’s cock. A friends or strangers. I lied. If I had told him the truth he would know it was always his!!
Even after watching a porn where the guy had a nice one if I wasn’t thinking of fucking the girl then I’d be imagining the taste and feel of his cock. I knew I wanted it but wasn’t sure how I’d feel. Would I be gay? I never thought so because boobs. A woman’s body, feel and touch forever hold the majority house in my sexuality republic. Still everyone knows sucking a dick makes you gay. At least at that age they did.
He helped me come to terms and understand it wasn’t gay or weird. He was mostly straight with an ex wife and kids but loved to play with guys. After a month or more of knowing him I told him that when I imagine a cock sliding past my lips it’s his. He laughed and said “good, ready to meet me?” I wasn’t but I wanted to bad. I said so and he said still no rush no worries. That laid back and no pressure attitude sealed the deal.
I knew I was going to do it but wasn’t too sure how I would go about it. I was messaging him one night after work and he mentioned this girl he was fucking and sent a picture then told me all the details. I was rubbing my cock through my shorts. She was sexy as hell. Then he sent another one and my jaw dropped. She was sucking him and his cock was fantastic. Until now I realized iv given you no details of him. He was thirty eight years old white and handsome. He was a little chubby with thick brown hair and a sexy beard. He was in the medical profession because I saw a pic of him in scrubs at a hospital. Never asked exactly what he did. Also I had just found out his cock was great. A little longer than average but had a upwards curve and a thick head. She had her lips wrapped around that head and I was straining my boxers horny with jealousy. Read more »