[FM] am I over thinking

So, I’m 28 with 2 kids. My husband and I are happily married. To be honest the sex is rather vanilla but I normally don’t mind.

Since the gym opened back up I’ve been going alot more, and staying longer than usual. So I’ve started getting to know some of the other people. And to be clear I talk about my husband alot and always wear my ring.

On guy in particular seems to have the same schedule as me. He is athletic and tall a little more muscular than I normally am attracted to. Certainly more than my husband. Anyway he also can’t walk around in his workout shorts without everyone noticing his bulge.

Normally I don’t really care about size my husband is only about 4″ so when I see this guy is bigger than him soft I catch my self staring.

I’ve tried to keep it platonic but he is a massive flirt and he’s probably noticed me staring. It doesn’t help that I’ve started watching bbc and large cock videos, even started looking into hotwife/cuckolding lifestyles while I release tension.