Mel [F] and I [M] have been married 4 years. But our reawakening started about 6 weeks ago.
It was a typical midweek night and we head to bed after binging season 1 of *Succession*. I’m laying back in bed wearing boxers, whilst Mel is cuddled up, resting her head on my chest, wearing only an oversize T-shirt. We are chatting about our day and start recalling some of the funny parts of the show, in particular an episode about Tom’s bachelor party. This episode is set in a hedonistic club, Tom receives a blowjob from a random girl and has a hilarious reaction when the girl snowballs him.
Mel asks “well how do you think you’d respond?”
“I’d be ecstatic about finishing in your mouth. I don’t remember the last time I did that”
Mel went silent and I immediately feel bad like I’m shaming her. At this point in our relationship our sex life was pretty typical of a married couple. I’m glad that I still get my cock sucked, but it’s only ever foreplay before vanilla sex. I feel like my comment has just killed my chances of anything happening tonight.