I [23] had sex with my step dad’s best friend [38]. [MF]

I’ve posted this here before, but deleted it after I got nervous. Here it is again. Enjoy!

My step dad has been friends with “John” since they were both in middle school. John has been our adopted family bachelor since my mom and step dad met when I was a young kid.

John has always been around. He taught me how to swim, he taught me how to drive stick, he picked me up from high school parties when I was too drunk to drive, he cried when he held my baby for the first time, he’s just been an all-around solid dude in my life.

Things changed between us when I was about 17. Nothing happened and he never acted inappropriately with me whatsoever, but things just FELT different. He would have too much to drink at a family party and pull me away to dance with him all night, he always gravitated toward me in group settings, and called/texted frequently to check up on me after I moved out.

I had sex with my step-dad’s best friend this past weekend. [MFF]

Y’aaaallllllll I have to get this out because I can’t tell anyone else.

TL;DR I have sex with my step dad’s best friend whom I’ve been crushing on for quite sometime. It was very hot and now I’m confused.

Sex starts at paragraph 6 if you don’t care about the events leading up.

This guy, we’ll call him “John”, has been in my life since I was about 7 or 8. I’m 23 now and he’s 38. He taught me how to do a backflip under water, he taught me how to drive stick, he never told my parents any of my secrets, even the REALLY big ones. He cried when he held my baby for the first time.

He’s always been solid, and I’ll admit I’ve had a baby crush on him for a few years. He’s never ever crossed a line with me, but every now and then after I turned 17 or so, he would get a few drinks in at family events and spend the night dancing with me and just generally being around me. The weirdest event was one time when I was around 18, I was telling my parents about a guy I was talking to. My step dad was ranting about the guy’s hippie appearance and I said, “You guys just want me to be with some good old country boy”. And my mom said, “That’s not true, John isn’t like that”. I asked her to clarify and she made me drop it. It was very strange.