I broke up with my boyfriend over Christmas break. He’s a really wonderful guy, and I wish him the best, but now that we’ve both been in college for half a year, we’ve been drifting apart, not the least because we now live half a country away from each other. I still love him, but I’m not still “in love” with him, and we both felt like we needed to be on our own to really explore and enjoy everything that college has to offer.
Well, fast forward two months later, and not much had changed. I’m a bit of a social recluse, so I’ve been using all this new single time to stay in my dorm room, watch anime, play video games, and watch porn. Lots, and lots of porn. Back in high school, my social group pretty much consisted of my boyfriend (who I started dating in middle school) and his friends. I haven’t really gotten to know anyone at college yet. There’s my roommate, but she’s more into horses and partying; we never really had much in common. So pretty much, I’ve been a shut-in for months.