Idle Hands are the Devil’s Workshop – but my hands weren’t exactly idle [F]

*“Just one more month and I’m free,” I thought to myself.*

It was a few years ago and I was counting down the days until I could leave my extremely toxic workplace. I was stressed and not bothering to go above and beyond during my notice period, I was left with a lot of free time after official working hours.

Which led me to play with myself. A lot.

I masturbated almost daily, viewing sexual relief as a way to reduce stress relating to job hunting and the uncertainty of my future. These sessions took place in the dead of night, my legs spread wide apart as I furiously rubbed myself to achieve sexual pleasure.

I played with myself for seemingly hours, only pausing to adjust my legs before continuing. I relished in reading erotica, exposing myself to the vast selection of kinks and fetishes out there. My poor clit begged for relief every night and I strived to make myself orgasm every time.

Until a few weeks later, I felt a soreness in my right hand. It ached whenever I had to write and it hurt especially when I tried pleasuring myself. Puzzled, I went to see a doctor.

An unconventional first-time [MF]

*“Your first time should be with someone you love.”*

As a society, we are conditioned to believe that our virginity should be given to someone that we have emotional feelings for. But what if you were a horny girl of 21 with no one special in your life to help pop your cherry? Like any self-driven individual, I decided to take things into my own hands and solve the issue by going onto the wild wide Internet.

Not unfamiliar with porn at that stage of life, I recalled watching how white cocks ploughed into Asian pussies, bringing pleasure to tight little holes like mine. I wanted to be filled up with cock like those beautiful women on screen. Trawling through various seedy online sites, I was on the lookout for white cocks to pleasure my aching pussy. I also posted on these websites with the following:

*”21 Chinese female looking to lose her virginity. Older men preferred.”*