[MM] My first gay bukkake

After my [first adventure](https://reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/kkjlgj/i_37m_am_a_straight_cocksucker_mm/) and the [continuation](https://reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/pzidoj/mm_apparently_i_am_not_so_straight_after_all/) under “supervision” and motivation of my former affair, it was now undeniable: I am bi…and I wanted more.

And yes, maybe I should talk to my wife about it, but she won’t understand and I don’t want to lose her. I try to morally legitimize it to myself by not having sex with my girlfriend, but just getting what my wife can’t give me: a nice hard cock. That’s not cheating…is it?

I’ve talked to my girlfriend a lot about this, telling her my fantasies and sending her stories that I masturbate to regularly. At times of our special relationship, I always took the dominant part, even during our trips to the porn cinema at that time.

Now she wanted to take my lead and push my boundaries further and further.

And so it happened that a few weeks later we met again in said porn cinema, this time she directly took full control. We paid and as soon as the door closed behind us I heard the click of a handcuff.

I (37M) am a straight cocksucker [MM]

Preliminary info: I am happily married and love sex with women.

I have always been excited by pictures and movies where the woman was tied up and forced to give a blowjob. At some point I realized that I imagined to be in the place of the woman.

I then looked for a complete stranger on the Internet on a business trip and told him what I wanted. We made a date and almost I would have chickened out, but the two or three glasses of wine I allowed myself made me a little light-headed. So I went to our agreed meeting place.

I got into his car. He tied my hands behind my back and put on a blindfold. Then I heard his zipper, I knelt in the passenger seat and slowly leaned over to him.

Now he took control, gently but firmly grabbing my head and guiding it to his already hard cock. When my mouth then touched him, he waited briefly, I swallowed again and took a deep breath and opened my lips. Then he gently pressed again and impaled my head.