I originally posted this on sex, and people are telling me that this sexual post would be better appreciated here [warning, a long read!]
I (Female, 28) have always been kind of sexually shy, though I was interested in a lifestyle where I was more open with my sexuality, I just couldn’t do it. As myself, I couldn’t look a guy in the face after a hookup and not feel some type of guilt or shame. The thought that he will see me again in public or something when I’m with my family, it was too much for me to handle. I wasn’t comfortable with that, and pretty much ignored my urges.
Not too long ago, I moved into a house where a transgender woman was my housemate let’s call her Mimi. Well, seeing Mimi live her life was kind of exciting and stressful for me at the same time. Mimi had a LOT of guys over, she had average looks and yet she was bringing some very hot guys overnight every weekend. Firstly, it kind of shocked me that there was so much interest in her from men (not that there’s anything wrong of course), I just didn’t know that there were that many men into transwoman in this rather little and conservative city we’re in. Secondly, after the shock, it made me reassess my life and I got a little jealous, thinking how she’s living these primal pleasures of a woman and all of this time here I am being too shy and afraid to do anything about what I want.