[F] I think I really enjoying torturing myself

I’m not sure what makes me do this and honestly I’m not gonna question it. I’m either touching and edging and gooning till my brain melts or not touching at all for days but still scrolling through Reddit, talking dirty watching sexy big titty women.
Basically driving myself crazy one way or another 🤤.
And I love every second of it🥰

Studying while stuffed [F]

I got gifted toys by someone and omg am I going crazy horny. I finally got to play after two weeks of not cumming including a whole week where I couldn’t even edge or goon. I finally was able to use the toys this morning and omg I got a dildo bigger than any cock I’ve fucked and a vibrator that twitches my clit and gspot.

I fucked myself silly with both. First the vibrator to get myself wet and leaking and then the dildo. My pussy feels so stretched after being fucked hard with it. (And yes I squirted after 2 weeks of not being able to cum)

After that I had to start studying and I stuck the dildo to my chair and rode it for a bit before stuffing it in my cunt and putting a pair of panties on to hold it in place. So here I am cunt stuffed and leaking and stretched, studying while being the best slutty version of myself.

[F] my sluttiness is always surprising to people

So for context I’m F in my mid 20s I’m of south Asian descent, I’m short chubby with glasses and long brown hair and I get overlooked as a normal person. Which I’m far from.

I grew up outside of asia but in a very close knit community. My family is part of a very strict sect of religion. But i somehow ended up as a kinky pansexual switch with more subby tendencies. Letting myself be objectified and humiliated and used in every way you can imagine.

Getting off on exposing my dirtiest secrets and staying wet, horny needy for random Redditor’s. At any given time I have at-least 10 people messaging me telling me every way they’d use my depraved slutty body.

I definitely also enjoy using others to fulfil my dominant urges too. Getting amused over people’s patheticness is a huge turn on. Whether it’s me begging, pleading leaking or them I love it.

But it’s very shocking to others when I tell them what i like or show off my kinks. I don’t look like a slut. I don’t necessarily try to hide it. I don’t dress too conservatively either. But it’s always fun to see the look of shock when someone finds out how sexually at ease I am.

I had my [F]irst wet dream

I’m generally a very horny person. I’ve been like this since my late teens I’ve just accepted it and indulged in it.

But I’ve never had a wet dream before. But yesterday I woke up more wet and leaking than usual with a faint memory of someone fingering me in my dream and pinching my clit.

And it’s turning me on even more knowing I had my first wet dream meaning i might have more now and it’s so hot knowing even my subconscious knows I need to be used and teased and reduced to just a wet pussy 🤤.