[M]y girl[f]riend could only think of one way to make things right after I cheated on her: “I want you to watch.” [shame] [cuckold]

Since I got a lot of love for

[the strangely intense sexual relationship that took place without any words ever being said between the two of us](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/82cxso/the_strangely_intense_sexual_relationship_that/) and

[the pretty freshman girl who couldn’t take her eyes off me](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7uh3zu/the_pretty_freshman_girl_who_couldnt_take_her/), here’s another one. Kinda fucked up, but I think that’s what makes it hot.

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We lay there in silence in a stagnant puddle of gray bedsheets, tinted by the blues and pinks of the early morning light. I stared into Eden’s face, trying to see past the wisps of her just-above-shoulder-length blonde hair. Her small round lips were pinched together tightly, her giant blue eyes wet and red and looking at the wall behind me. She took short, shallow breaths as the veins on her temples bulged. I could tell she was doing everything she could not to cry.

“I’m really sorry,” I said, hearing the stupid hollowness of those meaningless words but unable to think of a more fulfilling alternative. “I love you. I really, really do. I hope you’ll give me a chance to prove that to you.”

The strangely intense sexual relationship that took place without any words ever being said between the two of us. [MF] [Long story]

You guys seemed to like [my story about taking Ivy’s virginity](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/7uh3zu/the_pretty_freshman_girl_who_couldnt_take_her/), so I thought I’d type up one of my stranger sex stories that I was reminded of recently.

#Buckle up, this is gonna be kind of a long buildup but it’ll be worth it:

My girlfriend Eden moved in with me recently. The other day I came home to find her playing with a little green rock she found on my dresser. She asked me what it was, and I told her that I found it when I was studying abroad in Germany and thought it was cool.

To be clear, the story I’m about to tell is not about Eden. I’ve actually never told her about it.

The pretty freshman girl who couldn’t take her eyes off me [MF] [virginity] [long buildup]

I was a pretty shy kid in high school, so when I went to college I really wanted to turn things around. I joined as many clubs and organizations as I could, made myself talk to people, and I actually did pretty well for myself. I started to have real girlfriends (in high school there was only one sort of wishy-washy… *thing* that I wouldn’t necessarily call a real relationship) and I felt like I had really found my place.

In the fall of my sophomore year, one of the many extra-curricular organizations participated in an out-of-town convention that connected similar organizations from around the state for workshops, competitions, and other events. I’m being pretty vague out of paranoia, but don’t worry, the specifics aren’t really important. What’s important is the people who were on the trip with me.

Along with me were a couple of sorta-friends, some upper classmen who ran the club, a handful of freshmen I hadn’t taken the time to get to know yet, and my ex-girlfriend Nina. She and I had dated for only about six months and then called it off amicably, and had actually been able to stay pretty good friends since then with minimal drama.