Author: soulcrushinganxiety

AFTER WE BROKE UP, SHE BECAME A HUGE SLUT [mf] [facial] [rimjob] [oral] [squirt] [mast]

Amy and I had been together for about three years. Our relationship, as most, started off pretty hot and heavy. We met in a bar and headed out into the alley for some fresh air. She seemed chill to me, but when she hoisted her skirt up, squatted down and pissed on the ground — not even bothering to go behind a Dumpster — I knew she was wild. She held eye contact with me the entire time while she finished her story.

We took an Uber home. She invited me upstairs. It was all a blur, it happened so fast. My cock was in her mouth. She was sitting on my face, grinding back and forth. I ate her asshole from behind. On the sofa. I think? And then I was inside of her. Pumping away as fast and as hard as I could. It either lasted no time at all, or hours and hours. Like I said. It was a blur.

But it didn’t take long for things to sour. We started fighting. She wanted to move in together. I wasn’t ready. Eventually, I did move in. And that caused more problems. I blamed her. She resented me. But everyone said these were just the standard relationship growing pains. They weren’t. There were serious red flags everywhere. Read more »

AFTER THE BREAK UP, THINGS KEPT GETTING BETTER [mf] [rough] [facefuck] [saliva] [mast] [squirt] [cum] [piss] [drinking]

**this is a little more hardcore than my usual shit. if you like Adriana Chechik, you’ll love this.**

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Mandy and I broke up one year ago after a four year long relationship. Towards the end, our sex life fizzled like a soda you’d left out overnight. In the beginning, as young couples often are, we couldn’t keep our hands off of one another. By the end, it was a miracle if Mandy even chose to undress in front of me before bed.

So, when we finally broke up, I intended to embrace my inner slut. I downloaded all the apps: Tinder, Bumble, OKCupid. I swiped right on EVERYBODY. My bio clearly stated I was recently single and wasn’t looking for anything serious.

The dates started lining up. Every woman (and every man for that matter) is different. Some chicks launched right into sex chat: “When do you want to come over and fuck me?” One woman asked. For a second, I forgot that I was single again. When you’re in a relationship, you gotta ask your partner every single time you want to make plans. It hadn’t dawned on me that I was free to do whatever I wanted. Whenever I wanted. Read more »

PAYS TO BE HONEST [mf] [facefuck] [oral] [squirt] [creampie] [pregnant] [rimjob] [swallow] [facial]

Yeah you can get laid if you misrepresent yourself. If you meet a girl on Tinder, OKCupid, Bumble, Hinge, and tell them what they wanna hear, you can sleep your way through town. “Oh, I’m looking for a long term relationship, too!” Put in the required “three dates,” get up in them guts, and then fire off a, “I’m not feeling this” text.

But that’s shitty and manipulative.

It’s best to sprinkle your truth everywhere. Put it in your bio. Make it known early on that you’re not looking for anything serious. When they ask what that means, you can tell ’em, “I’m not looking for a relationship. But I’m also not looking for a random one night stand.”

Let them figure out the rest. A fuck buddy? Friend with benefits? Yeah. You’ll stockpile a pretty hefty inventory of girls who want dick on the regular while they’re also out there searching for Mr. Right, which you’ll explain is not you.

But they’ll dig your honesty. They’ll appreciate that you’re not like those other guys who put in the standard “three dates,” and then dump them. You will have a loyal customer base, so to speak. A loyal customer base like … Read more »

AN AMAZING DREAM [mf] [mast] [squirt[ [choke] [facefuck] [facial] [swallow]

I walked into my apartment and was startled to see her sitting there. On my couch. She was wearing a very large oversized t-shirt, obscuring her thighs. Her legs were spread. Her hand was between her legs. She was masturbating.

“What are you doing here?” I asked.

“Hey,” she said with a grin. She nibbled on her bottom lip.

My heart raced.

She slowly lifted the shirt up. I watched with bated breath, leaning forward, mouth open, eyes wide, waiting for the grand reveal. Finally, she exposed herself to me. Her bald pussy. A small, well groomed landing strip. My heart was racing. Hers was, too. We were both nervous. She rubbed her clit, writhing on the sofa, moaning.

“Do you like watching me touch myself?” She asked.

“I love it.”

“I want to see you touch yourself, too,” she purred.

I pulled my top off and threw it on the floor. I dropped my pants and stepped out of them.

“Let me see your cock,” she moaned.

I pulled my cock out of my pants. Her eyes popped. Her mouth hung open. Read more »

A LOVELESS MARRIAGE AND HER TRAINER [MF] [cheat] [mast] [facefuck] [creampie]

Jake had been a trainer at Gold’s Gym for six years. During that time, he slept his way through the gym. Members, managers, colleagues, clients. He fucked them all. He fucked them in his car in the parking lot. He fucked them in the locker room at 11pm, after the gym had closed. He fucked them in their offices, their homes, or outside, behind the Dumpster.

And then, he left Gold’s to open his own private personal training studio. By now, he was like everyone else on the planet: Married and with two kids living in a house he could barely afford. Opening his own gym was his last chance at major financial success. He had to take a gamble on himself.

And the gamble paid off. But not in the way he was expecting. Because Jake was married, discretion was something he prized.

Word spread pretty quickly that if you were also married and miserable, you could have some no strings attached fun. The women would beg their husbands for a few sessions with a private personal trainer they knew. Their husbands would indulge them. And the wives would get a two for one deal. A powerful fuck and an actual workout! Read more »

PISS SLUT [f] [mast] [piss drinking] [solo]

A few years ago, Maggie was dating this guy who had a piss fetish. At the time, she was very closed off to the idea of exploring, of kink, of anything that wasn’t plain, basic sex. So, they just didn’t venture into that area. But he felt like it was something he needed to explore. And then, there were other things he wanted to explore. And other people, too. So, they drifted apart.

She took this as a sign to explore her sexuality. After a few years of excessive drinking and dating, she became more comfortable in her body. She became more open. If a guy suggested a finger up the ass, she said okay. If a guy suggested a threesome, she said okay. If someone wanted to cum on her face, she shrugged and said fine.

At that point, it was all about expanding her comfort zones and her horizons.

As often the case, the more you push and explore, the more curious and open minded you become about other things. Once upon a time, Maggie used to say no thank you. Now, she said, “Well, it can’t hurt to try.” Read more »

MATURE SLUT NEIGHBOR [Fm] [oral] [face fuck] [mast] [creampie] [swallow]

My phone buzzed. It was a private message on Facebook from a neighbor of mine that I’d never met. In fact, I only knew she was a neighbor of mine because I’d seen her name on packages in the mail room.

“Hello!” She wrote. “I am so sorry. I have opened your package by mistake. Are you home? Can I come up and deliver it?”

“Hahah, sure! I’m home.”

A few minutes later, there was a knock on my door. She was an older woman. Italian. Beautiful. In her broken English, she explained that she was so excited for her delivery that she grabbed the first package she saw from Amazon without even checking.

“That’s totally fine,” I said. “I’m sure it happens all the time.”

She was snooping. Trying to come into my apartment. I wasn’t sure why. Did she just want to take a look around? Was she trying to hang out? It was late, I thought. And I barely knew her. So I just kept the conversation in the doorway, thanking her again for dropping it off.

“No problem,” she said, lingering. “Well … have a good night, I guess.” Read more »

A CONFESSION AND A SURPRISE [mf] [face fuck] [mast] [facial]

People tend to lie when they enter a new relationship. Oh, I clean all the time. Oh, I’m not jealous. Oh, I don’t have anger problems. I don’t have a drinking problem! Right? We all do it and then over time, our truth leaks out. Turns out you really ARE a slob or a jerk or whatever.

For me, my lie was that I really, really wanted an open relationship. I am happiest when I am free to fuck around, but still, at the end of the day, I have my loyalty to my partner. I don’t go on vacations with the women I fuck. I don’t get dinner or hang out with them. It’s like if you love horror movies, but your wife doesn’t. You will find a friend to see horror movies with. Your wife won’t resent you. She will be glad you have that friend. When it comes to non-monongamous relationships, though, we have a problem with that sort of behavior. *Well, you don’t LIKE anal, so I found someone who I can fuck in the ass!* Or … *well, you don’t LIKE face fucking, so I found someone who I can face fuck.* Doesn’t mean I love you any less. I’m not going to leave you for my horror movie friend. I’m not going to leave you for my face fucking friend, either. Read more »

2020 WAS GONNA BE ALRIGHT … [Mf]

Ray had been in a funk. 2019 just wasn’t what he thought it’d be, even though he’s not the type to blame the physical *year* on his problems. But in 2019, he did. He kept saying, I can’t wait for this shitty year to end. And then, it did. And on New Years Day, January 1, 2020, something incredible happened.

His phone buzzed. It was from a woman he’d hooked up with just a few days ago named Elle. She was 23. He was 35. And even though he didn’t know the age difference was so drastic, it wouldn’t have stopped him from fucking her. They met in a bar. She was drinking an old fashioned, which he thought was a bold drink for a 23 year old woman, since most drank cheap watered down beer or sugary drinks. She caught his eye.

They started chatting. One thing lead to another and soon, she was inquiring about his antique collection.

“Maybe one day you’ll see them,” he said, not wanting to be too bold and presumptuous.

“One day, huh …” Elle said.

“One day,” Ray said. “Or tonight, if you want …” Read more »

POST CHRISTMAS FACEFUCK [mf] [facefuck] [swallow] [oral] [squirt] [creampie]

So I met this guy. I was a little caught off guard because when he messaged me on Tinder, he skipped the usual small talk about my tits or if I wanted to suck his cock. We actually had a friendly chat. It was mostly a surprise because his bio CLEARLY stated he was looking for someone to fuck.

I, too, am looking for someone to fuck. But usually, in the world of Tinder, when you say you’re looking for casual, you aren’t met with friendly banter.

SOOO, we chatted for like a few days. It was during the holiday season, so we were both busy with family and one evening, he texted to say he was stressed and annoyed with relatives and wished he could have snuck out for a while to “hang out” with me. Finally! Something dirty.

I asked what he had in mind since I had snuck off to my bed and was kind of in the mood anyway. He sexted me until I made myself cum and then we spent the next hour texting about sex. Do you have a favorite position? Do you have a favorite sex toy? Do you like rim jobs? He asked a litany of questions until, finally, I realized he was jerking off. I decided to get a little more graphic with my responses. Read more »