Peeing myself for the [F]irst time

I’m not sure why I did it. I’ve had guys on tinder ask me to take videos of me peeing, and idk I just did it lol. One time I got very drunk and I was masturbating before bed. I really had to pee, but I was drunk and didn’t want to go-to the bathroom. So, I sat on the floor and rubbed my pussy I couldn’t hold it back anymore. I started cumming so hard and the pee just started coming out. Everything around me including the carpet was drenched. Peeing made me orgasm so much harder. I think about it Everytime I pee now lol.