I like going to strip clubs. I like even though I’m not a dancer, the inverted power dynamic still kind of applies to me. I might not be wearing the outfit, but the glitter still rubs off.
Some of the women compliment me, some of them try to work me, some of them are just bored of the guys that don’t want lap dances so they come sit down in front of me instead.
My boyfriend is guessing which one I want a lap dance from. They’re all hot, duh, but one has these truly incredible tits. I think they’re real, he thinks they’re fake.
“Let’s find out,” he says. “Loser pays for the lap dance.”
Watching him walk across the room turns me on. Imagining him fuck one of these women turns me on. I watch him talk to her and see he’s being very polite. I can’t help thinking of him bending her over and fucking her. The way he would grab her ass, the way he would look fucking someone he doesn’t know, someone who isn’t me.