Since traveling here for college … I found out that there’s a bunch of racists here that are against immigrants and so on .. I didn’t knew at first but by going more to parties or frat parties it becomes obvious…
My issue was that I was shy and I have a huge thing for white men.. they are so hot .. so after my first time with a guy who kinda just forced it cause I was shy as fuck and he kept doing … he was clearly a racist and clearly was getting his anger out of me … treating me very badly as an inferior in bed and all.
He treated me like trash, but I ended up orgasming real hard and it’s like a victory to him like he just owns me now and he’s right being racist…
I regretted that orgasm and hated myself for it cause I just let a racist win…
But He told others about it and I got that reputation because the others knew he was a racist treating me badly and I orgasmed from it ..