This happened several years ago (so [F32] at the time). My husband and I were just starting to go through what I term our “sexual reawakening.” We had been seeing a sex therapist together, and started talking about anal sex. It was pretty much a foregone conclusion that we were going to do it, and I was strangely excited to give up my butt v-card but I wanted to save it for something special.
My husband is sexy as fuck (at least I think so ;)) and I had done all the research, just needed to prep (I’m a preparer by nature) and make sure everything was perfect for some some socks to be rocked off.
While preparing for the big night (which I had designated for our anniversary) in addition to the research, I came across a vast amount of anal porn. I was amazed by the sizes of these cocks in the videos and hubby is not small by any means. I would watch these women getting their pussies absolutely destroyed as a thumb slowly teases and enters their ass.