Part two of my story. Please see my post history for the opening story. I hope you all enjoy it and thank you all so much for the positive comments and messages. Xxx
We discussed it over and over again to be totally sure that what I was going to do wouldn’t have a negative effect on our marriage. Crossed every T and dotted every I, if I said I didn’t have any doubts I’d have been a liar.
I didn’t want to go back to the bar I’d met this guy at, just didn’t feel right if I’m honest and it was also a little too close to home. I couldn’t risk bumping into someone I knew.
Things went quiet for a while, neither of us knew how to escalate things short of visiting a sex club and that was a definite no no. We continued to watch porn together and it usually ended up with clips that involved a girl and two guys. There was just something about the situation the girl was in, maybe a feeling of helplessness and being controlled, or was it having two guys lust after her and being able to control them. I never really found out the honest answer to the question, just that as time went on I was attracted more and more to it.