I (18[F]) have been in a long distance BDSM relationship with my boyfriend (38[M]) for quite some time

As the title suggests, I have been in a LDR relationship for quite some time and it was really sexual from the get-go (which I really liked). He’s 38 and I’m 18 which means there’s a huge age gap between us but I feel like it really helps the whole TPE thing going on. He likes to control me, and in all honesty, it really turns me on. He tells me what to do all the time, and also wants me to tell him when I’ll be doing what during my day sometimes. Everyday, I get tasks from him of what he wants to see me doing and, at times, the tasks really teach me new ways of orgasm-ing. They are really proper experiences.

A recent task he gave me was to put some ice cubes into my pussy and asshole, and to rub my clit while the ice cubes are inside me melting. I was a bit skeptical about it at first and it was REALLY cold so I had to keep on redoing it because I was going back and forth with taking it out and everything. But then when it actually settled in there and I was rubbing my clit, it felt SO good. It was a bit strange at first though because I did not know the reason behind it or if something bad would happen. The coldness inside of me made everything all tingly, and I think it immensely contributed to my orgasm. It was like never before.