Right on start I should say that nature did absolutely everything to make me not like a dicks in general. Overall, I have absolutely nothing against it! I like them. I could have billions sex toys but I would still replace them with a dick in a second.
Buuuut I really suck at a blowjob…
Why? There is several reasons.
Firstly, I am demisexual. The random porn and things around it do nothing to me. I could watch people fuck each other and I would just giggle over the silly dialogues. So whenever happened that somebody wanted to impress me (not like I asked) and sent me d-pic. I was just “why”?
Well…to be fair, d-pics actually awoke some reaction in me. And that’s the point number two. I am extremely shy. So whenever I hear or see something naughty I actually panic, get all red and laugh. So if there is some explicit sex scene in the show I am covering my nose and mouth with a blanket, giggle out of panic and at the same time focusing on some pretty detail like lingerie or questioning if such position would be actually comfortable. Honestly I am not even able to have sex conversation in the real life. I can’t even say dick in my own language aloud. There are even words I can’t even write in English how vulgar they sound to me.