You can check my post history for the background info on this.
Shortly after I posted yesterday I decided to hop in the shower. I told myself it was to clear my head, subconsciously I think it was hoping Sue would come home during and find me there. She didn't. I got out, threw on so relaxing clothes and took it as a sign I need to talk to Sue about what's going. I paced and wandered around the house waiting to hear Sues car and after about an hour she pulled in the driveway.
I watched her out the window sit in her car and check her phone. I panicked wondering if I should head for the door, wait in a room I know she'll be in or see if she finds me. I decided to go to her and made it as far as the landing on the stairs. I heard her come in and froze.