33 f submissive want to serve and looking for a long term master/rp player

ABOUT ME
– my name is amisha (why i use daisy is a long story) 33 year old from mumbai,
– coming from a high class indian hindu gujarati joint family i got married into a similar background 3 years ago
– for the world i am an ideal loving, caring, devoted, supportive daughter for my parents/ parents in law, wife for my husband, sister for my siblings and a sassy friend
– for the world i am a high class sophisticated, hot lady/ housewife from the elite background and reputed family but there is different side to this
after losing my virginity i have had several relationships and i dont know was a turned/manipulated into this or was i like this from beginning. But i have this desire to be submissive and please, i like someone to call me slutty names, to control and laugh and humiliate me. to make me feel slutty and use as his cumdump whore.
WHY AM I HERE
1. because of the secret slutty side of me, i had not imagined that this would happen as i started having relationships , and got more involved i had boyfriends/affairs/one night stands like most of girls but also dom/masters for whom i was their submissive/slut/sex slave/domestic slut,etc
2. here i look for someone who can use me , make me feel slutty, use me and call me names and laugh and humiliate me
3. to submit and please a man who can let me serve him while he enjoys using me as his secret relationship
4. to open and share about my life and be a secret mental slut/submissive for a dom who makes me sneak to make excuses and please him online and make me submit more without asking to move beyond text after enough trust is built
WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR
1. a secret and long term dom master
2. a rp partner
– If you want any one or both of you you must be first willing to know and understand me rather than jumping to things
– the basic thing that i look for in a dom master/rp partner is – he must be able to use slutty names and laugh and humiliate me
– since i am here secretly i don’t want normal conversation but everyone conversation where you call me slutty names and laugh (like haha) to humiliate me. That doesn’t mean I am your slut or you are my dom, this only means that every time you say something makes me feel like your slut by using slutty names and laughing
– while chatting in this way you can get to know me to be a long term dom OR use me in the roleplays
– when you use slutty names, i feel slutty and when you laugh using “haha” (no smiley or lol) that makes me feel humiliated and submissive- please understand that you are not laughing in a funny way but actually being mean evil with the wicked grin/smile and expressing here through your “haha” where you are chatting normally but using slutty names and “haha” to have that domination and slowly starting make me mentally feel submissive towards you
-so, if your questions are without the slutty names and without laughing to humiliate me “haha” then I am sorry I may not reply
now if you are interested to either be my secret long term dom or a rp partner or both then you can message me but make sure you use slutty names and laugh and i know you must be having a lots of questions and doubts and even for that if you want to message me , please use slutty names and laugh like “haha”