My First Gay Experience [M/M] Warning: Story is long!

My first gay experience.

I’m new to posting on Reddit. Been around reading and checking out this sub for quite some time though, finally decided to share my story with everyone. I’ve never told anyone this before, figured I would get it all out in the open. Sorry in advance for its length.

I guess I’ll start by saying that I’m 28 now and the events in the story took place a little over a year ago. I’m from small town, Bible belt USA. Grew up in a town where everyone knows everyone, and I was always really popular in school, and had the reputation of a ladies’ man. Anyways, it was around 8th grade when I first found myself attracted to another guy. It was random, completely caught me off guard. I was sitting in History class when a tall, athletic, black guy named Tim walked into class. I was completely thrown off by how attracted I was to him. I would sit in class and stare at him, fantasizing, getting myself so turned on I could hardly control the desire let alone concentrate on class, just waiting until I could get home just so I could masturbate to the thought of kissing him or having his thick lips on my cock. This went on for some time, until he moved away the next year.