Until last week I’d never had guy cock before (I had previously only been interested in women and non-binary people). In a bout of testosterone-induced horniness I arranged for a guy to fuck me last week, which I enjoyed incredibly because of how dominant he was. I enjoyed texting with him and hooking up with him again because of how he made me submit. I like cock and domination but I didn’t really feel anything when we kissed.
I’m still not sure if I’m bi or not so I downloaded grindr, on which I’ve been wading through sleazeballs. I found one guy who caught my interest and he came and fucked me today. I honestly felt nothing, or like had just ordered a fuck machine. It’s not like he was the problem, I just think I wasn’t that into it so I wasn’t reciprocating any energy.
I’m still not sure so another guy is coming over to my house tomorrow who has giant loads. I’m planning on making this more intimate, maybe watching something and cuddling first to get into it more.
This post isn’t an excuse to say “see lesbians really just want cock” or for anyone to think you can change someone’s sexual orientation. Just sharing and documenting my experience as someone who’s mind and body and way I experience the world is dramatically changing
Author: serpentenite_dagger
Update: I arranged for a guy to cum on me at the nude beach [nb]
I posted the prelude to this on r/sluttyconfessions, but now they think I am a bot. Anyways, on to the story:
So I have a major exhibitionist kink and also like fantasizing about free use, cnc, etc. I have also been questioning whether my fantasies about male cock are just that, fantasies, or if they are real desires (I’ve considered myself a lesbian for a long time). So here’s how it went:
I told him where I’d be at the beach – hidden between two clumps of willow trees, on my stomach, and that he could also cum on my thighs and ass. It took longer for him to find me than expected and waiting like a good slut made me so wet, so I texted and asked if he could rub sunscreen all over my body before anything else. Eventually he found me, said hi, and immediately started working on rubbing all over my body with sunscreen, which felt so good. He got much more intimate with me than expected and ended up rubbing all over my body for a good half hour. He massaged my ass, back, shoulders, thighs, and breasts so nicely. I was melting and pushing my ass back onto his already hard cock as he rubbed the sunscreen in. With me presenting my holes (all I was wearing was a thong) he started paying attention to my inner thighs and rubbing all around my mons.