An almost reached goal [MF]

Hello GWS! This is the first time I’m posting something here and English is not my first language, so please forgive me for any faults on my storytelling. This happened to me last night and I really wanted to share it with someone.

*No real names.

I (19 y/o) went to a close friend’s birthday party last night and for quite some time I was trying to get to know his (20 y/o) brother Hugh* better. He’s very fuckboyingly charming and sparks flew the second we’ve met (2 years ago), but we only (and rarely) met on their family’s celebrations, in places and circumstances where it was impossible to sneak out. When the chances began to appear though, he entered a relationship that lasted for almost a year. Needless to say, he’s not in this relationship anymore – for a good while. In this time he had a fling with another friend of mine and our meetings became even more scarce. Whenever we met during this period, things often got a little colder between us, as he seemingly had no interest in me anymore and I had to pretend I completely got over him.