She was amazing. For the first time I saw her the first day of grad school I had a hughe crush. She was beautiful with an amazing smile, and a body to die for. Definitely outside of my possibilities. But we became friends. Very good friends; sharing almost every moment after classes together. She had a car so she used to pick me if we were going out in a group, or sometimes we just went to drive around. The problem is that she had a boyfriend. She lived by herself, but the relationship was serious.Very early I tried to tell her how I was feeling, but she told me that I shouldn’t because she wasn’t available. Still we keep hanging out alone or with more friends. I remember being angry at the impotence of not being able to do anything.
Two years passed quickly. Soon the grad school was ending and destiny will take us to different paths. We had a talk a couple of times about how we felt, but it wasn’t conclusive, and she kept her distance, at least at that level.