Author: Secretwifeaz

41[F] DWJ: Driving while Jilling

I have seen a couple of questions in r/askredditafterdark about masturbating while driving and thought this might be a good time of telling you how I used to do just that.

I grew up in a suburb of one of the larger cities in the Midwest and went to college in a small town about 90 miles from my home. They were linked by a stretch of interstate that was not heavily traveled until the outskirts of the metropolitan area. Often, I was the only car in sight, even on a Friday afternoon driving home for a weekend visit. The landscape being what it is in that part of the country, needless to say it was quite a boring drive.

One time, probably around my second semeter there I was on my way back to the city and started to daydream about the naked makeout session I had had with my boyfriend a couple of days before. How he had been lying on top of me and rubbed his penis along my still virgin pussy lips and on my clit until I had orgasmed with my legs wrapped tightly around his thighs and how he had then shot his cum all over my tummy. Read more »

Oops, I [F] did it again

I had a very dirty and kinky chat with a man a few days ago and the next morning he had deleted his account. I can only guess he did it out of shame over the topic which I am not allowed to name.

This isn’t the first time this has happened. It makes me think I may be especially perverted.

[F] My Airbnb Wet Spot Reaction

This post was prompted by a post from a guy who works in a hotel. We have a little guesthouse at our home that we rent out on Airbnb. since the pandemic we have been quite busy because a lot of people want to avoid the social contact at hotels.

A couple of months ago we had the cutest lesbian couple stay for a weekend celebrating one of their birthdays. When I went into clean the next day, my black light revealed a huge spot on the white comforter that was not visible to the naked eye. It had to be a wet spot from them making love.

I bent down and buried my nose in the material and I’m pretty sure I detected a faint smell of vagina. The size of the stainn made me think that she must have squirted. The thought of them having amazing sex there made me get wet and I took off my shorts and panties, put a pillow under the comforter, lay over it and masturbated rubbing my pussy on her dired fluids imagining I was one of those darling girls.

I’m not a squirter but when I was finished there was another, very visible, wet spot on the comforter.

[FM] Desecrating the Church Lake

The church I attended as a kid and teen, which my mom still is a member of, had a private lake with a little swimming beach. They used it for potluck gatherings and baptisms. When I was seven or eight months pregnant with my first baby, my husband and I were driving by late one night and he suggested going skinny dipping. They had slut shamed me when I was 17 so doing anything that would piss them off if they knew about it was appealing to me.

We parked the car in the shadows and sneaked across the field. He got naked but I only stripped down to my underwear. We got in the water and paddled around. He was standing about neck deep and I hung on to him because the water would have been over my head. I put my arms around his neck and wrapped my legs around his waist. The buoyancy of the water made me almost weightless. Read more »

I met my online lover in a hotel room. F40 [MF Mf Mdom]

Steve and I had been chatting for a couple of months. He reminded me of the man many years ago who introduced me to sexting or, as it was called in those days before smartphones, cybersex. It was in the old chat rooms that aren’t around any more. Back in then I was also a lot more innocent and was looking for romance more than anything. I found it and was deeply in the process of falling in love with Jack when he ghosted me, never to be seen again and breaking my married, young mother’s heart. It took months but after I recovered from the mental anguish , I resolved to never fall for anyone on line again but to just keep it all fun and sexy games.

That was when I was 27 but then at 40, Steve came into my life through Reddit. The internet and chat rooms had turned me from a young romantic into a woman with a secret life of kinky and perverted online sex. But I remained true to my marriage vows, at least physically. And I didn’t play online all the time. I went in phases where I would binge and then vow to never do it again but a few weeks or months later, there I was, back with a new username and kinkier than ever. Read more »

[F] In the Barn

I should probably preface this confession with the caveat that I am not into bestiality. I don’t want to suck off a horse or fuck your dog. It was a one-time thing that aroused my curiosity and has stayed in the recesses of my imagination for over twenty years.

Many years ago when I was a college freshman and still a virgin, I was invited to a new girlfriend’s home in rural Kansas for a weekend. I was and remain a city girl but she grew up outside the city and they had a few acres and a horse barn with a couple of horses.

We arrived after dark on Friday evening, at dinner with her parents, watched VHS movies and went to bed. After breakfast the next morning, she took me down to the barn to see the horses. As we went in, I saw that one of them had a huge erection. I don’t know if it is my memory playing tricks but I recall his penis must have at least two feet long and as thick as my upper arm. I couldn’t help but stare at it. My friend laughed and said something about him being excited to see her. Read more »

[F] Solo sex in the gym shower

I am a 40F woman and like to think I am still an attractive milf type. I have had very few slutty experiences in real life but many, many online. Yesterday, before I went to the gym I had been browsing what is usually a dead end wasteland of poorly written stories on Literotica and stumbled on one in which a woman found an anonymous note in her gym bag encouraging her to masturbate in the shower after her soccer team practice. Of course she did it, otherwise there would not have been a story. The next day she found another note that made it obvious she had been observed and imploring her to do it again.

One of my big fantasies has been to get caught doing this and then to be coerced into lesbian sex by whoever caught me, so this really captured my imagination. After my workout, I was in the locker room, in the stall, alone showering behind a cheap plastic curtain thinking about what I had read. To be honest, I had not actually finished the story so I don’t know how it developed but I could feel myself getting wet and my clitoris tingling. I left the water running, sat on the built in bench and rubbed myself to a hard orgasm thinking about being observed through the crack between the curtain and the wall. Read more »

[F] 40. A Tale of vintage Cybersex… or how I was corrupted

This happened more than a decade ago. I was a new mom, not working for the first time since part time jobs in high school, trapped with a baby in the house and bored pretty much to tears.

I started to idly cruise around the internet, still fairly new at the time or at least high speed was, looking for distraction, mostly in PG sites but I did enjoy some of the erotic story sites.

After a while found myself in the old chat rooms that no longer seem to exist. One of them was for moms to converse and swap idea. I enjoyed the company of other people, starved as I was for human contact. The downside was that whenever I logged in I was besieged by men wanting to talk sex. I wish I had a dollar for every time I was asked for my bra size or if I wanted a huge cock. Pretty gross stuff when you really just want to learn about teething and diaper rash. Read more »

[F] How this 40 year old mom spent her free day. (Sorry it’s long but so was the day)

Last week I knew that on Friday my day was going to be free with no obligations to anyone or anything. My kids both had sleepovers too. I decided a couple of days in advance that I was going to indulge in DPP chatting all day. I did the school run, worked out at they gym, came home and sat down at the computer with a bagel and cup of coffee.

I thought I would put up a post and wait for responses but one of my regular sexting friends was online and we chatted for a while about things before we got into our mutual love of all things involving spankings. Pretty soon we were swapping gifs, my shorts and panties were on the floor under the desk and, after we both edged ourselves for quite a long time she had to get ready to go to class and we let ourselves have, at least in my case, a very satisfying orgasm.

After a recovery period, I looked at postings and found an interesting one from a man, older than me, who wanted to explore threesomes with male to male contact. I inserted my husband into the fantasy and came again. I should probably point out that I am not really multi- orgasmic. I’m usually good for one pretty big one and then I’m done. Read more »