Part Two: Jessica’s Return
I thought about him the whole of that week.
What he had done.
What I had let him do.
I’d never let any man treat me like that before. As the days passed, I switched between being awed by the control he had over me, and being ashamed that I had given in so easily. I scolded myself regularly, angry at my stupidity. He was a stranger, some random guy in a bookshop, and I had been powerless to stop him from fucking me. He hadn’t even used a condom, for Christ’s sake! I’d never thought of myself as a slut before, but what else do you call a woman who fucks men in shops while her boyfriend is just a few feet away?
But I also knew it was more than that. It wasn’t just some seedy encounter; I don’t know how he managed it, but that man had effortlessly entered my mind and taken complete control of it. By the time he had pressed that incredible cock into me I didn’t give a fuck who saw or heard us – the only thing that mattered in the world was him. And then, when I was on the verge of cumming over him, when after just a couple of hard thrusts I was about to empty my soul from my pussy, when I felt like I had found my actual fucking purpose in life… he had pulled out, whispered in my ear, and walked out of my world.