I would consider myself as straight. This means, I could never have a relationship with a man and I really love women and having sex with them. But more or less one year ago (I’m 20 years old now), I started to fantasize about dicks. It was not about the man. I think I only wanted to know, how it is like, to feel, taste and smell other guys cocks. This is where this story starts.
While I was in this “experimenting phase” I was watching some gay porn, I imagined sucking cock, while in the shower after sports, but somehow, that was not what I really wanted. So I decided, that I just have to try it. I signed up to this gay dating platform and started chatting with various guys. First, I was totally overwhelmed by all this man (mostly much older than me), trying to hook up with me. Some of them even wanted to pay me for letting them suck my dick. But this was definitely not what I wanted. I ignored all of these weirdos, or told them, that I’m not interested, till I started chatting with this one guy. Let’s call him Tim.