A Second Chance [MF]

When I was still a virgin, which was awhile (I was in my head for bit) the new girl, Rebecca, came to town and tried to devour me.

We ended up having mutual friends, and she nabbed a ride to her old city with us one night. On the way home, she laid her head on my 15 year old lap, and casually placed her hand right next to my groin. Somehow, I managed not to pitch a tent, and to miss every signal she gave me when we “chatted” in a bedroom by ourselves for an hour while she laid in several suggestive poses and I told her all about some inane topic.

She flirted with me a couple of times more before setting her sights on my friend, who she dated for the rest of high school. I can’t blame her as despite my clumsy internal dialogue, I gave her literally not one iota of an inclination that I viewed her (or any other girl to that point) romantically.

The Dorm Room Bet – 4 [MF]

Sexy part starts at comment.

Kristin ran from my room, humiliated.

I was at a loss, having awkwardly gotten dressed with her in silence. I was scrambled in my thoughts, trying to calm down from the hottest sexual experience of my life, and the crazy roller coaster of emotions that just snuffed out that moment. Her expression was one of anger, hurt, embarrassment. I wanted to hold her and let her know everything was going to be ok (did I mention the good guy complex?), but I was observant enough to gather how unwelcome that would be.

I tried to talk to her. “Don’t,” she said the moment I made a sound. To this point I’d always remembered her eyes as sparkly green as emeralds. They looked more like the dull dark green of the North Pacific over her currently agitated countenance.

I tried again. She put her hand on my chest, just looked at me and almost imperceptibly shook her head. And then she walked out of my life for 5 weeks.

The Dorm Room Bet – 3 [MF]

Ever since our encounter, I kept meeting this different Kristen.  She’d been so confident, but she
seemed to be tripping over me a little bit now that our cards were on the table.  And then I remembered, our cards weren’t on the table.

The Dorm Room Bet – 2 [MF]

I’d just cheated on my long term, long distance girlfriend. I was in a panic. Sick to my stomach. This was not who I was.

Except it clearly was. The smell of Kristin flooded my nostrils. She was literally all over my face despite the shower we just finished. I scrubbed my face over the sink again, and re-brushed my teeth. The scent of her sex was intoxicating and omnipresent. I realized it was as much rooted in my memory as anything. I remembered how seamlessly we kissed each other. The feel of her pubic hair pushing on her soaking wet underwear up against my face. My cock twitched a little as I started to get hard again thinking about it. Then reality snapped me back to my situation.

I went and slept in my bed. I didn’t bother to collect Jill from the couch. I didn’t think I should touch her after what I’d just done. My mind vacillated between preparing to talk to Jill, and wondering where Kristin was and what she was doing. I actually whispered out loud. “You are in fucking trouble, buddy.” I caught three hours of fitful sleep, before the consequences of my actions would catch up to me.