I posted this on/r/gaystoriesgonewild, but figured it’s kind of a bi story, so posting it here too.
I’m a sophomore in college right now, but this happened last year when I first started dorming.
All my life I told myself I was straight, but I’ve secretly always been bicurious. Hell, the first time I masturbated was to gay porn. Over the years, I would jerk off to it but would always feel ashamed afterwards. That’s toxic masculinity or whatever for you. Over time it got a little better, but I still always kept that part of myself hidden.
Anyways, when I got to college, I suddenly felt way more open to basically everything. Maybe it was living somewhere new, or being surrounded with new people and new friends, but I started becoming more and more curious about what gay sex felt like.