So at 28 I’ve only ever slept with like 15 people and I’m really pretty okay with that. In most of the relationships I’ve been in my relatively low sex drive has been frustrating for my partners. I’m pretty content with maybe getting sex twice a month.
This year has thrown that all into disarray. My long term boyfriend left me in March just as we were locking down and I went 4 months without anything. I was pretty torn up over the breakup so I wasn’t really even thinking about my physical needs until I started sleeping with this guy named Will this summer. things were going pretty well with him but he was frustrated that I wouldn’t let him fuck me without a condom and only wanted to hookup every few weeks. (boys its not that big of a deal suck it up)
Anyways he dumped my ass in September and I’ve been just craving dick ever since. I have kind of obnoxious unrealistic standards so I was getting really frustrated that the guys I was into were ghosting me. This repeated itself 3-4 times until a few weeks ago when I matched with this guy on bumble who was extremely attractive. He asked if he could come over to watch a movie and hang out. I knew where it was going but made very clear he wasnt getting any.