I let one of a older white man nut inside me unprotected to satisfy his fantasy. [24F]

So long story short, when I was in college I got in touch with an “agency” that introduced me to older men with money (AKA sugar daddy’s). Now, many of these sugar daddys are older White Men and I am a Black Woman. Of course, I always get the white guys that want to “fuck a black girl” which kind of annoyed me, but they were paying, so I shut my mouth, looked pretty and spread my legs for them.

But I have been in this “business” for a few years now and kept doing it after I graduated with a degree in medical technologist, because sucking dick and going on dates with rich guys is a lot more fun than working!

Well I have 3 regular sugar daddy’s and I spend maybe 4 or 5 days with them each month. They are lawyers and other high-stress jobs, so they end up working most of the time and Its pretty easy to schedule them around each other. ( I assume they have other women too, so its not like it is just me cheating, we always use condoms too).

Best days ever! I am now a free use slut for my neighbour and his friends [FM]

I really really was the good girl. I mean I always liked sex but I never did it with someone who wasn’t my long-term partner. I rarely sent them any dirty pics, I was never the one to initiate the sex, rarely spoke dirty, almost never wore anything revealing except maybe on holidays, just a regular, ordinary, boring girl.

Now that took a turn that came out of nowhere. And its not like I broke up with my ex and went slut mode straight away. It’s been over a year now. I had 0, seriously ZERO sexual intercourses with men in that time. I went on a few dates and realised I don’t feel like serious relationships right now. I went out partying but didn’t fuck any stranger in the mens toilet (despite masturbating to that fantasy like a dozen times, wearing my sluttiest dress and really trying to break my fears). So no, that’s not your “hehe I broke up with ex and went goblin mode” story. I went “I don’t think I’ll have sex ever again” mode for months.