When I broke 19[F] part 1

The following is a story of how I lost my virginity the good stuff is marked by ——
After my parents found out about Z I felt like the worst person in the world and my thought process was that I couldn’t be any worse so I should just enjoy it. I labeled myself as a slut and went back to the internet with being a slut as my only goal. (18 f at the time)

At this time I was still a virgin and my experience with guys was limited to one blowjob and some online fun. Reddit proved to be the best place to find a guy I could have some fun with so I made a couple of post on my old account about looking for a dom. The replies quickly got very overwhelming and being still in high school with strict parents I wasn’t even sure if I could get away with it. I strung along a few guys and used our conversation to masturbate until one day a guy named Dave seemed to know how to work me over as well as Z. I was also desperate just to get some relief. Dave was a fit guy who was 21 and willing to provide me whatever I wanted if I met him for a blowjob. We spent a few days talking about fantasies and some how he became fixed on making me take two guys.

18 [FM] my senior year had a lot of ups and downs.

Multi part story that gets more sexual as it goes.
To everyone that knew me I was the perfect girl, the girl in church who followed all the rules. Outside of church in the privacy of my room, I used the internet to explore the real me. I started slow with porn and eventually moved to chat rooms.

Chat rooms were the place my limits were tested and broken. I started just chatting and flaking before anything progressed. One guy named Samuel pointed out that he lived close by and would love to just meet me for a drink and see where things could go in the future. That day I had a fight with my parents so I skipped youth group and headed to meet Samuel.

Of course this was a mistake and I knew it, but I went anyways. When I got there he asked me to meet him in his car before we went inside (we never made it inside).

“Hey baby you look good, I’ve always wanted a high school girl” he had mentioned before that name being newly 18 was the only reason he was interested. He must have been 28 and he wasn’t much of a looker. His teeth are what I remember most he must have been a heavy smoker who’s mom wasn’t the happiest with his face.