This happened a few weeks ago. I haven’t told anyone about it because I feel really guilty and obviously don’t want my girlfriend to find out about it. I feel like a piece of shit for doing it….but the truth is I still think about how hot the experience was. I’m just not a good person I guess.
So back in college I had a pretty tight knit group of friends, around 10 of us. Half guys and girls. There were a couple of hookups in the group during school, but typically we were all just really close friends. The girls would flirt a little bit because they could, and I noticed a few times in our group chats or just openly in conversation a couple of the girls remarking at how good looking I am. (Honestly I’m probably just okay looking. I’m half Mexican, medium build, 180lbs, 5’10”. Not ugly, but to some girls I’m probably alright).
Allison wasn’t really shy about saying how good looking I was. For my birthday or after some event we all went to, she would post in our Facebook group chat a photo of me and say something nice, which I thought was sweet. But always harmless. There was always some minor level of sexual energy within our group of guys and girls, but like I said, just a couple of hookups, but we were all just friends.