I [F]36 had a second life as a gamer girl

I was told my post would be welcomed here

As the title says, I had a second life as a teenage gamer girl.

Some context:

I was 34 when it started. I have my own steam account where I play lots of games. I was a gamer when I was younger. I started with games like Diablo or Sims. I would try anything. I started playing Dota for a while and it was fun but I didn’t get the hang of it easily. I would read guides and watch youtube videos but I wasn’t good enough. After some time work got heavier and heavier so I stopped playing eventually. I got back at it from time to time but games weren’t that fun anymore.