I’m now in my late 20s and about to get married, but before I do, I wanted to get some things off of my chest. Mainly, some wild experiences I’ve had that will never be acceptable to my family. All identifying details have been changed to preserve my anonymity. Please give feedback and don’t be too harsh because this is my first time posting.
Growing up, I was your typical religious girl of a South Asian background living all over the world and moving quite frequently. My parents were quite religious and despite being very affluent, being born in and having spent most of my life in the west, I was expected to wear the hijab as soon as I hit puberty. My parents made sure that I prayed 5 times a day and visited the mosque as frequently as possible. That said, I discovered porn in my teens and in addition to praying and fasting regularly, I was seriously devoted to masturbation.