So, first a little background:
I’ve never been a popular guy, never had friends in my class and am quite the nerd. I had a girlfriend, but that ended when I had to move from Finland to Sweden for my dad’s job. In my new school I made some good friends, got nicknamed ‘Topi’, and invited my new friends over from my birthday.
Now. Since I’ve never had much friends before, this was the first year I gave a party for my birthday. Everything started well, and at around 20:30 most of us were a little tipsy. At some point one of my buddies disappeared with his girlfriend, and came back half an hour later, proudly showing off his used condom.
“Jonathan lost his virginity!”
Everyone cheered, I gave him a celebratory wodka sunrise and on Johnathan’s Helan går we all took a shot with him.
Of course I was happy for him, but it also made me think of my ex and how I missed the sex. Basically, I was jealous.