What a special few weeks I have had! First, I think I am now a porn addict. I watch almost porn everyday sometime twice. My favorites being sexploitation, exhibitionism, cuckold and age play. While I am getting familiarized with all the kink that exists, I found that there is nothing that made me excited as cuckold porn did. More I talk with folks from here, who encourage me in my journey, i came to discover that I would be only be most satisfied as a hotwife to a cuckold husband.
Then I found a cucky online, who is now my cucky, and fuck!, what started as this reluctant small talk flourished into this deep sexual conversation about his cuckold fantasy which was more like obsession. His mind was truly perverted and his fantasies became mine. We really wanted to meet each each other but I wasn’t ready, so he proposed we start slow and he wants me to live one of the fantasies. I did have to warn him that I won’t be fucking anybody.
He was quite understanding and all he asked me to do is keep and open mind and enjoy what was going to happen. So his first soft fantasy was he would want me to enjoy a massage from a man. I was not too sure about it, I knew it was illegal to get sexual favors, but he assured that there is going to be nothing sexual. I was like okay, this is never going to happen. Then he sent me money and said go book the appointment. That moment I felt a dizzy excitement, that rush was unmatched. It’s not that I couldn’t afford to book the massage but it was about how he becomes my cuckold and provides for me to enjoy while he waits to hear me tell about what happened. And that excruciating wait, makes him cum, torture him but give him the best satisfaction that he could ever get. All that we spoke online was going to come true.
I went ahead and booked my appointment, it was 4 days to my appointment. We both start talking about every possible perverted scenarios, from me giving the massage therapist to a blowjob to him giving me a cream pie which will be cleaned up by my cucky. I masturbated to all these thoughts multiple times each day.
Finally the day arrived, so nervous after I finish my nails, I go for the massage. Butterflies in my stomach. I sent a selfie with towel wrapped around me to trigger my cucky. Then I put my phone on silent and completely ignored him. A woman there handed over a panty and asked me to wear that and nothing else, then I wrapped the towel and lied on the massage bed on my stomach.
With soothing zen instrumental music going in the background, entered the massage therapist. I being excited turned around to see him, to my disappointment it was short middle aged guy. In all our scenarios it was this tall well built and well endowed man but what I got made me super frustrated.
After few seconds I collected myself and I told myself I will try to get the best of this situation. So my idea was to seduce this man and make him do something sexual. So he started the massage, with me with towel still wrapped around. I told him, I would feel comfortable if he took the towel away. He immediately obliged and took them away while I still payed down on my stomach with just the panty that spa provided earlier.
The massage therapist was very professional, until this point there was no reaction from him looking at me almost naked. But I stayed true to my mission.
So every time he massaged my thighs and got closer to my pussy I would moan softly. I did that like couple of times but still nothing from him. So next few times i would just give a small jerk so his hand touched my pussy. I think this gave him the signal, now his hands were touching my pussy regularly, btw I am still wearing my panty but its wet now.
After leg was over he massaged my back and neck. That’s when I told him that I am worried about breast cancer and asked him if there is any breast massage. He didn’t understand, and had to explain it twice before he replied ‘no no no, we don’t do all that here’. I was so disappointed. He just continued, finished massaging my back and arms. He told me he will give me the towel and I have to wear it and turn around and lie on my back. I knowingly turned around showed my boobs while he handed the towel. That made me quite wet I thought that’s it, I got my win. Allowed him to finish the massage. Closed my eyes and just relaxed thinking about the scenarios I was talking with my cucky. But to my surprise he ended the massage with 20 second boob massage with his crotch as close as to my face, which I enjoyed with moans, I said thanks and tipped him the money that my cucky gave.
I was like wow! Not exactly what I expected but man it was truly exciting. But the real fun was I kept ignoring my cucky till the next day, then told him everything the next day, every detail and he told me he came multiple times. Now we have planned for another sex escapade, you all might get to see it too.
Author: Ruin_yu
Conservative indian [F]22 turning into a Slut- part 4
After the last incident in the subway, left me craving for me. I ended up masturbating so many times just thinking about it, the thrill and excitement was unmatched especially if it happens impromptu. Though I wanted more, I was shit scared, what if someone I know sees me, what if I get drugged or something, etc. were constantly playing in my mind which kept me away from the whole exhibitionism thingy. I told myself if there is a safe opportunity to do something frisky I will take it. One such opportunity came up when I visited my cousins in Delaware.
We decided to go to the outlet mall, we were shopping and trying out clothes when I saw a woman working at the store glancing at unsuspecting semi nude customers near the trial room. Boom, my mind already knew the plan. Though I felt stupid, the mere thought of seducing somebody with your body felt dirty and made me soaking wet.
Conservative Indian [F] 22 turning into slut – week 3
Quite a few updates. But one of my fantasies came true. As you can tell, I love the exhibitionism and the attention I get, but it’s always behind closed doors in front of a camera. Recently on my way back from work in the subway(which is usually crowded) I had an opportunity to tease somebody ended up getting my boobs squeezed. I usually listen to music,with my winter clothes on I usually don’t stand out. But this time I was texting someone from here, who made me so wet and was frisky enough to do something stupid. There was this older bearded gentleman ( age play fantasy incoming) sitting right opposite at the end of the train car, and I managed to unbutton and expose my boobs while making eye contact with him for a split second, didn’t care who saw but I wanted him to see. Didn’t make any eye contact for next 5 mins. My stop arrived and I stood up to leave, never thought he had it in him to approach me, which he did. While I left the train he squeezed my boobs from behind. The best part was he winked at me when I turned back. Fuck. It was exciting. As a women I have encountered so many grouping from 12-14 years onwards but this time it was me who caused it and it was the best feeling. Like I conquered something!
Conservative Indian [F] 22 turning into slut week 2
So many things happened in this last two months. Don’t know where to begin! So I started getting so many messages from you guys, and I apologize if I didn’t get back to you. I continued to talk to few ppl interesting people here, who mostly made me realize I am a switch. When I am a Dom, I am ruthlessly a Dom but when I am a sub, I am weak and vulnerable. This special person in particular helped me reach the depths of my perverse thoughts, pushing the me to my limits and eventually expanding it. He made my boring desk job exciting. He was being extremely polite, humble and gracious, yet firm and commanding in his words. I looked forward to his conversations and made me wet just thinking about it. Well long story short this man landed me in trouble at work. He would assign tasks for me, which were pretty daring. Starting from innocent bathroom selfies we graduated to walking around with no panties and bra, then to having him control toys which I used at work. I was able to do all of that with very little suspicion from my coworkers. Two days before Halloween was when I caught red handed, literally my fingers in my pussy, skirt lifted up and my coworker 45ish years old bald white dude saw me doing it. It was for 5-10 seconds both didn’t move and the moment our eyes me i quickly dressed up and apologized. He gave me a naughty smile and left. Ever since then he gives me thing naughty smirk, don’t know when he is going to make his move. All this only wanted me to do more, that adrenaline rush is enough of a reason to pursue and continue this new me.
Conservative Indian [F]22 turning into slut- week 1
After the overwhelming support from you guys I have decided to really commit to exploring my sexuality. I have several people tell me I should do what makes me happy. I am going to do that within my confines of my current life discreetly. As you all know my conservative background is the number one culprit for me feeling suppressed. Then my boyfriend is quite religious and conservative and even the mention of something kinky gets me thrown off his home. He is currently supporting me financially, I just started working 2 months ago. As a first step of Defiance of my conservative upbringing I reached out to lot of men here, you all told me all the perverse ways I can try to enjoy myself. Few of you have been gracious enough to gift me toys and lingerie that I can flaunt. I will be making pictures for you to jerk off and tell me what to do. Also I don’t want a lot of ppl to gift me stuff, I don’t have a place to hide. Again thanks for overwhelming support, I appreciate it all. Comment if you want me post here every week ! 😘😘