I’ve been alone for weeks. I just shut down seeing anyone, though I periodically thought about getting going again. i masturbate a lot, but for the first time since I started having sex I went a month without fucking. I was naked and walking aroundmy room when I saw this dude next door in his window. He had been watching me and he was jacking off. I put a leg up on the window sill and started stroking my pussy. He kept stroking. I left and wrote on a piece of paper and held it up: “Wanna Fuck?” He smiled and nodded. I motioned for him to come here. He shook his head and motioned for me to go there. So I nodded. I threw in a skirt and top and ran over there. He met me at the door and we started kissing almost violently. He lifted me up and carried me with my legs wrapped around him to the bedroom where he threw me on the bed and started stripping my clothes off.