I [M] Ventured into the world of AMP’s after divorce with a masseuse named Lisa [F] (A collection)

My very first experience at an AMP was a few months after getting divorced, pre-COVID. During that time, I was getting my shit together and making a game plan of what I wanted to do throughout the adjustment. I heard of HE before and knew the gist of what it was about, but I didn’t know how to go about it until I wanted to get one. I can’t remember exactly how I ended being introduced to Rubmaps, but I used that as a reference for research. I was new to the whole thing and didn’t have any idea what I was doing, just what I wanted. I ended up going to a place that was relatively close to me in the city. I passed this place a few times before and never made note of it.
The first time I went, my heart was racing. I was getting anxious, but I pushed through because I wanted a HE so bad after being alone for a while. How sketchy the place looked didn’t help the feeling. I walked up to the door, rang the bell, and waited. Mamasan opens the door. An older looking Korean or Filipino woman, maybe mixed. A bit on the chubby side with ample sized breasts hiding behind her shirt. She asked if I made an appointment and I replied “Walk-in” as calmly as I could. “Ok honey come in” and I walked in with the door closing behind me she then followed with a “call first next time, okay honey. First time?” – “yes!” I don’t know why I sounded excited, but I was and it showed. I didn’t even think to call, just assumed they were open. There was another woman inside, but I didn’t get a good look. Mamasan talked to me for a bit and took me to a small room in the back. She asked me what I wanted and I said “everything” while I paid for the first portion of just the massage for an hour.

I [M] watched a couple [MF] have sex for the first time

This was a few years ago, I watched a couple around my age have sex. It started around the time I was just looking for something new, something interesting. I wasn’t dating anyone and porn was loosing it’s effectiveness. I didn’t feel like spending money at an AMP. While using a combination of websites, I come across a post that motioned watching a couple have sex. It was a straight forward along the lines of “Watch me fuck my pregnant wife” – I was intrigued. They were within my city so I sent them a message and went about my day. Eventually, I get a reply asking for my deets and we began the back and forth process. We messaged at first, and then we exchanged numbers. As we texted, mainly though myself and the guy (who was either the boyfriend or husband) it started to look more and more like real thing. I was excited, and roaring to go. A day was picked to meet up after an exchange of pictures.

I [M] lost myself to toxic behavior fooling with my [F] (ex)wive’s sister.

**PREFACE:** I had multiple occurrences with my ex-wife’s sister of a sexual nature. It started out innocent, or to what I thought was innocent as it didn’t register in my brain as anything else, until it became something else. Just for you to note, my ex-wife and her sister are not super attractive. They borderline on being average looking – which isn’t bad. They are just both normal looking women but being sisters, they are just fundamentally different. I wish I could say I fucked the shit out my hot ex-wife’s hot sister – but truthfully, no. You could say I fucked two ugly – moderately looking women. What made it erotic, was that it is taboo to fool around with your sister-in-law while almost getting caught every time. It was a euphoric rush and since this is 100% nonfictional story, names are changed. For the purpose of the story, I will refer to my (ex)wife as just the Wife and other variations. I will refer to my Ex-wife’s sister as Lorie.

TL;DR – fooled around with sister-in-law while I slowly slipped into toxic relationship/behavior unknowingly until it was too late.