*Part 2 of a three part episodic*
“What the fuck is a Sterling”, I thought to myself. This was not what I’d had in mind at all when I came to meet you tonight. I’m more of a private person, especially when it comes to being intimate, and here I was at what looks to be a sex club? A swinger’s party? A burlesque show? I wasn’t sure what this was, and while I felt intimidated I was also intrigued. A cocktail waitress in black lingerie brought us two glasses of champagne and before we clinked our glasses together you looked me straight in the eye and asked “Do you trust me, my little pet?”
There’s that delicious part of our dynamic: ultimate trust. You’ve spent months pushing my boundaries a little bit at a time… edging me further out of my comfort zone. And the further you push me, the more I realize what pleasure can feel like. You started with small things, like telling me what to wear… and telling me what to say… telling me when I could cum and when I had to keep still. I know I’m not supposed to like being told what to do… but I do. I like it. I need it. There’s a safe space inside our time together when I surrender myself to you completely; when you own me. I held your gaze and replied “Yessir. I always trust you. Aaaaand what the fuck is a Sterling?” You looked past me and pointed to the stage, “You’re about to find out.”